How do I breathe?? How do I breathe mmm mmm..Feels so different being here i’m so used to being next to you. Life for me is not the same theres no-one to talk to, don’t know why I let it go too far!! Starting over it’s so hard seems like everywhere I try to go I keep thinking of you! I just had a wake up call wishing that I never let you fall Baby your not to blame at all, when I’m the one that pushed you away...Baby if you knew I care and you never would’ve went nowhere. I should have been right there with you!!!!Without you here by my sideHow will I see?? How do i breath?? When Your love brought me to the light Where do I go?? When your hearts where I lay my head?? When your not with me??How do I breathe?? SIGH* I’m losing my mind...YES I made a mistake thought that you would be mine! Guess the joke was on me I miss you so bad I cant sleep....I wish I knew

Happy 1 year at Novotel Langley!!!

It's been a year that i have been here, so damn fast! well still loving it here and will still continue working with the crew at sen5es! today is also anzac day so always remember the guys that help us to protect australia!

missinnnnnnnnnn youuu..... SIGH

Call me irresponsible, call me unreliable..throw in undependable too!! Do my foolish alibis bore you? Well, I'm not too clever, I just adore you!!! So, call me unpredictable...tell me I'm impractical
Rainbows. I'm inclined to pursue call me irresponsible YES, I'm unreliable but it's undeniably true
That I'm irresponsibly seriously mad for you!! Go away give me a chance to miss you then if you Say goodbye It'll make me want to kiss you !!! SIGH ...I love you so much more when you're not here Watchin all the bad shows Drinking all of my vodka I don't believe Adam and Eve Spent every goddamn day together If you give me some room there will be room enough for two!!

Tonight Leave me alone I'm lonely Alone I'm lonely I'm tired Leave me alone I'm lonely Alone I'm lonely tonight I don't wanna wake up with another but I don't wanna always wake up with you either!!No you can't hop into my shower All I ask for is one fuckin' hour. You taste so sweet, But I can't eat the same thing every day Cuttin off the phone Leave me the fuck alone Tomorrow I'll be beggin' you to come home Go away Come back Go away Come back Why can't I just have it both ways Go away Come back Go away Come back I wish you knew the difference Go away Come back... i duno anymore!!

STRESS MODE!!!!!!!!! omg never been so damn stress before... im currently creating a set menu for 4 people. this is for a competition, its called the Lexus young chef of the year. i decided to entre this year plus i just got qualify so i want to see how good am i through out australia ... so WISH ME LUCK!!

HaPppPPppPpy Birthday HUW!! and HapPPPpppPPy Birthday to James too ... you guys are twins bahahahha...nah

hey reckon that cake looks cool... i want one for my birthday?!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!

It's my dad's birthday today and he is offically turn 47, shhesh his gettin old bahahah neways i decided to make him his birthday cake and it looks and taste freaken AWESOME!!! my mum reckon i can open my own baker's shop...

well this week im so excited cos it's my dad's birthday and my older brother is coming back to perth to visit... last trip he came was really short, this trip maybe longer...

last year he showed me his tat's it looks awesome but so BIG man... i wanted to do one but i bet my mum will surely KILL me!

Checkout his tat's ...but if i ever do one i would just do a medium size and i reckon i could cry all the way!